Making my way through the litter in the world. Tons of trash surrounding me but not suffocating my goal. No one but me will understand how infuriating it is to contain my desperation for peace.
Lost in the mess of chaos of unwanted and mis-disposed belongings. The liter has consumed my brain. Now I suffer with a fear of change. The point where I decided to finish my mission was when I saw a placement of wrappers and Styrofoam cups all bent out of shape. There was an image. An image of a giant ladybug. This sign made my heart sink. Knowing there's a place where cute ladybugs exist, but I will never see them.
Serenity is found in nature. I am determined to be there. A green luscious meadow awaits me, where I do snow angles in the tall blades of grass. There's something so peaceful about God’s effortlessly created wilderness. Being able to indulge in the openness of nature, every second is blessing. A sudden gust of wind breezing through my body. My hair is lifted off my neck. I stand facing the wind, testing to see if it's strong enough to throw me down. This is heaven… I feel free.
My persistence is only bad when you're on the opposing side. Giving people the experience to just breathe. Toxic ideas of what normal association with grumpy people kept us all in a box. I will not let the bad energy of others affect me! I can see the meadow! I won't let my victories distract me from helping those who still suffer and that are blind to how much trash their in. I will lend a hand and give advice. I will not watch people suffer with hopelessness. I will give them hope and I will show them that it is possible to feel freedom and peace.