Sometimes I think about different laughs and the intent behind them. My favorite is accidentally laughing out loud.
It is so horrendous and obnoxious but none the less heart warming and cheerful.
I sit in solidarity only because I'm forced.
Otherwise, I'd be giggling with company, comparing jokes trying to out wit the next.
This is jail for ya.
Cold happy-less misery.
My hands are tied only for the time being. I couldn't even help myself if I wanted to.
In these moments I pray and I pray hard, begging God to teach me a better way.
There is no hope for a sinner only death.